13. It'll Be Okay (Ft. Rotten Mouth)
[VECT] W-what do ya want me to do? Put on a fake smile & pretend everything is fine? Ok...I'll wear a mask & play along. It aint ok though....it aint.
(Chorus)
[Rotten Mouth]
Why am I here? Where do I begin?
Always faking a smile ‘cause I gotta pretend everything will be okay
[VECT]
I been plagued by suicide since the age of 13
It's gotten worse every year knocked off of my feet
& I've accepted it'll be pain for the rest of my days
I'm doomed in a life of hurt til I'm in a grave
Call it punishment of god when he's the real asshole
I try to do what's right but certain things I no longer fight
Darkness & I have got closer than we ever have
I know down the road my daughter will probably hate her dad
All the same she needs to know she's the reason I'm here
I goof around & act comedic to hide my inner tears
Everyone around me saying it'll be all right
She doesn't know who am, I'm not dad in her life
I stay alive for my child but every day I wanna die
It's clear I can feel it in my vibes I know I'm right
That her mother wanted someone else & to leave me behind
I'm a slave to endless pain you're better off without me, good-bye
[Rotten Mouth]
I'm an asshole protective of my loved 1's
But I'm the 1 holding the gun unloading my brains on the wall
Just because you wouldn't call I'm sorry baby
Can't you tell I'm close to the edge & I'm about to fall
Deeper & deeper into the plunge I got no anger recession
‘Cause I'm always pissed off police investigation
Me, myself & rotten bloody hanging from the rail ??
Because I'm done being this way every single day is another day of heart break
I don't remember what I said, I don't remember anything
But all my homies do (fuck!)
& in the end of arguments I'm saying sorry I'm a fool
I know I shouldn't do it, I know it aint cool
I can't even sleep & all I do is need
Someone don't even bother tryna make peace
All I know is in the end I'm probably going to hell
So everybody listen in right now, wish me well
[VECT]
Through the sadness I'm so vanished, I can't help but feel the panic
Pain so savage it's so manic, change this chapter from the tragic
